The Lottery Ticket: Part II

Everyone in the group was seething with anger towards T.J. His track record of inappropriate pranks had pushed them to their limit, but this time he had truly crossed a line. They couldn’t help but wonder what could possibly motivate a friend to plan such a hurtful trick. Determined to address the issue together, they decided to confront him.

The following day, when T.J. arrived at the office, he was immediately met with a group of furious young men demanding an explanation for his despicable actions. He offered a sincere apology to Mani and the rest of the group, admitting that he had intended to be funny and hadn’t considered the impact it would have on his friends. T.J. went on to explain his elaborate scheme—he had sneaked into Mani’s room while he was at work the day before the lottery draw, rummaged through his pockets, and made note of one of his lottery ticket numbers. Later, he volunteered to be the one to call and obtain the winning numbers from the lottery office.

The group accepted T.J.’s apology, believing that he had genuinely learned his lesson and would change his ways. However, for Mani, it was a different story. T.J. had already overstepped boundaries with him in the past. Mani had poor eyesight and heavily relied on his prescription glasses. On one occasion, when Mani was tired and briefly took off his glasses to rest, T.J. snatched them and quickly affixed black papers he had prepared onto the lenses. Unaware of the alteration, Mani put his glasses back on and was immediately overcome with fear, shouting, “I can’t see! I can’t see!” T.J. found amusement in Mani’s distress, while everyone else was appalled by his sadistic behavior. They rushed to Mani’s aid, removed the glasses, and reassured him that his eyes were unharmed. T.J. knew all too well how sensitive Mani was about his vision, having been subjected to teasing by his classmates when he wore glasses during his elementary school years.

Mani, known for his loving, thoughtful, and compassionate nature, was adored by all his friends. He had always been good-natured and kind to everyone, including T.J. However, enough was enough, and Mani believed that T.J. needed to learn a valuable life lesson.

This group of young engineers happened to be quite popular among the local young girls, who had limited opportunities to meet or date guys. Several high school girls lived in the vicinity of their house, and though they couldn’t engage in direct conversation, their eyes and meaningful smiles conveyed their interest. As guests in the town, the young men hesitated to approach any local girls. However, the young girls easily obtained the house’s phone number and began making prank calls. The mere thought of marrying a young engineer filled their hearts with joy.

The young men would return home after work, eagerly anticipating the calls from the girls, which had become the highlight of their lives. Even though they didn’t know each other’s names, they would give each other clues to identify the girl and the guy she wanted to speak with. Among the girls, there were two sisters who resided on the third floor of an apartment building adjacent to the engineers’ residence. These sisters never divulged their numbers; instead, they would call when they had privacy at home and could talk freely. T.J. had connected with one of the girls. Being the most sociable among the group and having grown up in this town, he was well-versed in the customs and local traditions.

One day, a new voice called, asking for T.J., recognizing his facial clues. T.J. picked up the phone and engaged in a conversation that lasted a few minutes. Eventually, he brought the phone closer to his mouth to maintain privacy. The young girl mentioned that she had obtained his number from a friend, had seen him, and developed genuine feelings for him. For T.J., the more girls, the merrier. He returned from the call, confidently adjusting his belt, laughing, and bragging to his friends about his new girlfriend.

The phone calls between T.J. and the girl continued. She would specify the day and time when she could call to ensure privacy at home. After a few weeks of conversing, T.J. mustered the courage to ask if he could see her in person.

“Would it be possible for us to meet? I can come anywhere, anytime,” T.J. proposed.

“Oh no, absolutely not. That would be impossible,” she responded anxiously.

“I thought you liked me. You have seen me, but I have no idea what you look like.”

“If my father, brother, or even a girlfriend were to see me with you, it would create a scandal.”

“My intentions are pure. Our hearts are already connected. I just want to catch a glimpse of you, even from a distance.”

“I understand, but you must realize that this is a small town, and I can’t risk being caught meeting a boy.”

“I comprehend your concerns, but I know you are a courageous woman. You took the risk to reach out to me, and I admire that quality in a woman.”

“I’m still in high school, and you are an engineer. What if you see me, and I don’t match up to your expectations?”

“I love the relationship we have already built. I adore the way you speak. Your voice is like music to my ears. I am certain that your beauty matches the enchantment of your voice.”

“Do you truly love me?” she hesitantly asked.

“Of course! I do. I dream about you every night. In my dreams, I envision us walking hand in hand beneath the willow trees, gazing into your brown eyes, and professing my love for you.”

“How do you know my eyes are brown?”

“I am simply guessing. What color are they?”

“They are green, like my mother’s.”

“Really? I adore green eyes. From this moment on, I imagine you with sparkling green eyes. Additionally, I envision you with long, flowing brown hair.”

“Oh, I’ve got to go. My parents are coming home now. Bye,” she said abruptly, ending the call.

T.J., the once notorious playboy, found himself deeply in love. He became resolute in his determination to see this girl, no matter the consequences. His interest in other girls dwindled, and he requested that everyone keep the phone line free whenever she called. T.J. was undergoing a profound transformation. He was no longer the carefree, fun-loving, playful guy who always orchestrated parties and basked in the limelight. People around him couldn’t help but notice the changes. Could it be that he had fallen in love with someone solely through phone conversations? After all, he had a history of flitting from one romantic pursuit to another.

During their next conversation, T.J. persistently insisted on meeting her in person. He was willing to do anything to make it happen.

After a momentary pause, she cautiously spoke, “I would love to see you too, but we have to be extremely careful. You wouldn’t want anything bad to happen to me, right?”

“No, of course not. What kind of question is that?” T.J. responded sincerely.

“Are you truly willing to do anything?” she probed.

“Yes, anything,” T.J. affirmed without hesitation.

“I cannot meet you during the day in public. That’s completely out of the question. But what if I told you that I live next door to you?” she revealed.

“Really? You must be joking. In the adjacent building?” T.J. exclaimed, his excitement mounting.

“Yes, it’s true. Sometimes I catch glimpses of you in the backyard,” she confirmed.

“Oh, I would have never guessed that. How can I see you?” T.J. inquired eagerly.

“I’ve been thinking about it. Tomorrow night, my parents will be out until very late. We live in the third-floor apartment next to your two-story building and have access to the roof. Our rooftop is higher than yours. If you can bring a ladder to your roof, you can climb to my rooftop, and we can finally see each other and spend a few precious minutes together. I’ll be visible at 11:45 pm when it’s dark,” she explained, her voice filled with anticipation.

“Absolutely! Oh my God, finally, I’ll get to see you. I can’t wait,” T.J. responded with overflowing excitement.

“But promise me it will only be for a minute or two,” she requested cautiously.

“I promise! I am beyond ecstatic. I can practically hear my own heartbeat. I am deeply in love with you. I must go now and find a ladder. See you tomorrow night,” T.J. declared, brimming with anticipation.

T.J. was practically doing cartwheels in his mind. He couldn’t contain his excitement; it felt as if he couldn’t stay in his own skin. In less than 24 hours, he would finally see her. At work the next day, he found himself constantly glancing at the clock, each passing minute feeling like an eternity. He was completely preoccupied, lost in his thoughts. What would he say when he finally laid eyes on her? Would she allow him to hold her hand? Perhaps a kiss on her hand? Would a warm embrace be out of the question? His heart raced with every thought, his mind consumed by anticipation. However, a flicker of doubt emerged: What if she wasn’t as beautiful as he had imagined? He swiftly dismissed the thought, not wanting anything to tarnish his excitement.

Once home, he carefully retrieved a ladder from a nearby construction site and brought it to the roof while his colleagues were still at work. Though he felt a tinge of anxiety, his confidence overshadowed it. After dinner, when the men typically gathered for their card game, T.J. declined, mentioning that he had something important to attend to. Around 11 pm, he bid them all goodnight—a departure from his usual late-night routine.

In his room, he shaved again, put on a touch of cologne, and silently waited until everyone had retired for the night. As the clock ticked closer to 11:45, he ventured up to the roof, carefully setting up the ladder. Slowly and cautiously, he ascended the rungs, crossing over to the rooftop of the adjacent building, which stood about 10 feet higher. The surroundings were enveloped in darkness, save for the intermittent glow of a flickering street light that cast faint illumination on the roof. T.J. strained his eyes, eagerly scanning the area, eagerly awaiting the arrival of the beautiful girl who had captivated his heart for so long.

Unbeknownst to T.J., in the stillness of the night, Mani quietly made his way up to the roof and silently removed the ladder. With a contented smile, he returned to his bed.

Note: Lottery Ticket part I posted on 5/7/2023

Singing in the tube

As a disciplined person, my old friend was in charge of his life most of the time. Logical and practical with good problem solving skills, he manifested his dreams in his career. He managed major business projects, particularly planning, implementing and supervising large staff. Having a long history of severe chronic illness, he approaches his health problems with the same discipline, determination and perseverance. He asked different specialists and educated himself about the complicated process of his treatments. The medical doctors were impressed by his courage, stamina, focus and will to heal.

For various health reasons, my friend has had to undergo several MRI scan (magnetic resonance imaging) in recent years. Each one usually took about twenty minutes. Aside from the loud noises, which are really uncomfortable, he had no claustrophobia or any other problems with this diagnostic method. When he was still working, he told me that he could even prepare a lecture or an important presentation in the MRI tube. Later, as a pensioner, he simply meditated there for twenty minutes.

Now just turned 80, he was scheduled to have a diagnostic of his heart (a coronal MRI). As always, his health was a high priority and he prepared as he was instructed. At this stage, he could walk with two crutches only. This is how he registered in radiology department. They were going to study the muscle of the heart and check the efficiency for pumping the blood to the whole body. The examination consisted of two parts, one to check his heart at rest and one under stress. A doctor told him that a “heart attack” may be quite possible. “But that’s what we are here for!” he added. Then our patient received two injections of contrast media prior to the radiological procedure.

While walking to the MRI room, two nurses had to help him because he was no longer allowed to use his crutches. They placed him in the MRI tube. Then he was informed through loudspeaker not to move. Furthermore he had to hold his breath for up to a minute each time by instruction. He understood now that this first time coronal MRI was much different. Within the long tube, it was cold and he felt uneasy; he noticed his inner anxiety. What to do in such a condition? His mind emerged suggesting to sing a new song he was recently trying to learn. What an amazing idea for anyone in an anxious situation. Singing was one of his tools to manage his health issues. It calmed his body and mind. He kept singing the song in his mind as if he was practicing at home. 

At the end, it felt he was in the tube for an hour; it was actually 40 minutes. He was most happy when it ended. In fact, it was the message of the song that led him through a challenging process, that is: Keep going; don’t give up, nothing matters. A week later, my friend received the MRI results. Unfortunately, it was not good news: His heart had to be examined urgently, and further interventions might be necessary. He wondered if singing a song would help him again with the challenge ahead. But that is another story.

Note:The song Mensch (Mankind) was written and composed by German rock singer Herbert Grönemeyer at a time when the musician had withdrawn from the public due to his family hard luck. It is remembering the loss of his wife. The song also pays homage to the positive characteristics of people, the ability to empathize, to continue the life, and not to be defeated.

The English version of the song with lyrics is available in YouTube: https://youtu.be/G23JImTjEJE

Rob, A messenger of love

                                                         

Thank you for:

Who you are

For your loving spirit

Your generosity beyond imagination

Being of service to everyone who has the honor of knowing you

Sharing your gifts of knowledge in the medical field and living life

Calming anxious humans with health issues

Giving accurate information, bring hope and sincere reflection

Taking the time to answer never ending questions in your classes

Staying after until all issues have been addressed

Giving  hope for humanity

being the reflection of Christ consciousness

accepting, loving all, free from any judgement

your faith in goodness of humanity

holding the hands of the vulnerable

being a should to cry on 

solid support when needed

visiting in need

boundless patience

loving heart containing the pain of so many

making a difference in the lives of generations of students

being a Master story teller

making complex medical challenges easy to comprehend with your metaphors 

educating seniors with body and mind

making the third act of life an adventure

sharing your life experiences with us

creating a safe circle on zoom to share medical issues

being the effective, loving parent many of us need

a source of comfort no matter what burdens us

You are loved beyond your imagination

Thank you from the bottom of my heart 

I’d like to request all the members of our loving circle to offer prayer and healing energy for Rob’s upcoming surgery. Let’s shower this messenger of divinity, sending him white Light to protect his body and soul as he goes through this operation.

With love & gratitude.